Thoughts... Dreams

I was thinking alot about the things I want to accomplish in life. Some of my peers have dreams to be teachers, doctors, nurses, and lawyers things that our four year BA/BS degree can help them to obtain. My dream though is to be America's Next Top Model and I don't have to win the hit reality show, but I want to be a high fashion model, ripping the runway in some of the best fashion shows. yet, my degree can't give me that! I've tried out for several seasons of ANTM, to be exact 7 of them. and each time I didnt get a call back, no naturally I began to think what am I missing, what does she has I don't, and is my education slowing dowm my dream? I've realized that people are making it famous with no actual telent. bad girls who aren't bad are being casted on the BGC, what about the actual bad girls in the world, models are winning top model or fighting for the title who never really wanted to model they just got pick and went, then when its time to cut their hair they cry and leave. but what about little old me whose dream is to rip the runway in a high fashion show and I never get a chance. what are we teaching people with real talent? what has true talent come to? has my four years or being in college ruined my career and dream of being a model, since I'm 22 now... when will I get my chance, just give me five minutes and I'll show you. I'll prove you wrong. I got what it takes, I'm a model, a bad girl, and intelligent. Does that mean nothing today...